Saturday, November 18, 2006
another week hav past and i'm really sag with al the assignments. This sem is totally a chaos for me.
I dun understand wad the heck the teacher wans and i noe some teachers may not even like me.. i dun noe wad i do...izzit my behaviour or izzit my works juz sucked and they think i'm a total failure... i really dunnoe man... i'm juz gonna fail everything...
i keep asking myself, izzit because i'm too stupid or i juz do not hav e talent to finish up a simple designing project.
I used to love multimedia but now.... i fear them... even reading the word gives me goosebumps.
designing a simple website used to be a peice of cake to me but now... i can't even do a single shit..
I'm frustrated wif myself...how can i not improve while everyone around me is improving??
Izzit juz me or the teachers are making a living hell for me??
i think it's juz me...
i juz...
do not hav any talent...
i hate myself... i juz hate being so stupid!!!
posted at 5:23 PM
Denise Zhang.
20 years of age.
Roman Catholic.
Currently studying in Temasek Polytechnic.
Studied in Yu Neng pri and Ping Yi sec.
Learning Japanese and a bit of Cantonese.
Photography.
Playing guitar.
Japanese cuisine.
Watching Anime.
Reading Manga.
Playing Badminton.
A bit of bowling.
Hanging out with family and friends.
SPIDERS.
Conflicts.
Arguements.
Backstabbers.
Two-face.
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